Hahaha had my 1st paper today
Uwaa it's hmm..I don't know..pray for the best?? =X

Haha so yea I'm slacking at home and then
I was chatting with Yiting and this random conversation just happened LOL

Yiting: eh u know
the salary of teaching
has increased
earn more than bankers now u know.

Me: hahahaha
omg are you serious
lol
what level

Yiting: if i graduate with an academic degree right
my starting pay is 3.4k to 4.4k eh
depending on the level i teach

Me: omg thats a lot
but that also means
you cannot fly to concerts
as and when you like

Yiting: I KNOW RIGHT
LOL

Me: i thought about that before already =X
HAHA

Yiting: why is fandom controlling my life!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Me: HAHAHA OMG
I AM SO BLOGGING ABOUT THIS CONVER
HAHA

Haha and yupp here I am =/
Hahahaha we are such hopeless fangirls T_____T
Alright I'm off to take a short nap hehehehe
Cyaaaa~~~


And you!!---♥♥♥ =)

Labels: Random, Yiting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!
In a blink of an eye,
This is actually the 2nd post that I made in this blog wishing you happy birthday~
Hahahaha
So fast right??
It's been a year plus since we both started fangirling our favorite rock groups~
It's been a year since you went Japan last year and this year you are going twice!!
HAHAHAHA

It has been fun being your friend,
Always doing weird outbursts making me laugh,
And I know if I have any problems I can talk to you about it,
Of course, I can never thank you enough for attending Japanese class with me,
Bringing me to Bunka, so that I will meet nice people like Takatsuka sensei, Peihua, Boon Eng and our other classmates
It's also thanks to you in giving me the motivation to start taking Japanese classes that I can speak Japanese relatively well now~
So so so many things to thank you for~



How we were a year ago~~~





How we are now~

We've changed a lot haven't we?
In terms of appearance,
As well as in terms of mindset
Hahaha and I believe it's for the best
We both were hurt, and helped each other up
When I was going through the darkest period of my life,
You were there supporting me
I still remembered how you just decided to come to my house to stay over and keep me company,
Afraid that I will not be fine by myself

Sometimes I really wish there are more things I can do for you,
I am not good at giving advices,
I don't have great perspective of things,
I guess all I can do is just to let you know that
I am always here for you~
Any time you need me haha

Alright and now that you've turned 20,
I just wish that today is a good good enjoyable day,
And I look forward to posting more birthday entries for you on this blog! ^^

I love you girl~~~ *Hugs*

Labels: Thoughts, Yiting

Argh my blog is ruin!!!!
So sorry guys~~~
Because as you guys know, this blog is made for me by lovely Yiting,
And sadly her photobucket limit is up,
So hence this affects my blog too since my blog skin is hosted by her photobucket

Since I don't have a copy of the picture I am sad to say that I am unable to fix this soon,
So I will have to wait until she gets home before I can finally host my beautiful Koichi with my own photobucket account
So till then please bear with it for a moment!
Gomen!! T_____T

UPDATE: YAY!!! LOVELY YITING HAS SENT ME THE PHOTOS!!!! EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW~~ BACK TO SEEING MY LOVELY KOICHI FACE HEHEHEHE

Labels: Thoughts, Yiting

Today is an unlucky day for me
Yup I said it.
Know why? Because every single thing that I can ever possibly do went wrong zz

As you guys know I am waiting for my big big parcel today,
And even asked Meiyan to come and wait together since most of it are her stuffs
We waited..and waited..and waited
NO POSTMAN

And he was supposed to come like before 6,
And HE'S NOT HERE AT ALL
So I called Fedex and asked what is going on,
And then Fedex checked and told me that the sender did not include my unit number
Hence delivery FAILED
I was so shocked that I went to check the address that I posted
And true enough, NO UNIT NUMBER
WHAT THE F***?!?!?!

Seriously who can I blame?
Only me.
I really dont understand why why WHY will I actually NOT include my unit number
I mean I have been typing my address for so many times it's just like this simple thing and I don't even understand how did I even messed it up zz
So I arranged for another delivery and things should be fine.

Oh wait!
Guess what?
NO ONE WILL BE AT HOME
LIKE EVER!
Argh!!!
I seriously hate it when this happens
Why why WHY ISN'T ANYONE AT HOME?!?!?!
I have to work, my dad has to work,
My baby sis has school, my 2nd sister is never home because of school
And my mum too is NEVER HOME ARGH

So it's like no matter what kind of timing I set there is no way anyone will ever be at home to receive that 11.5kg parcel
So what can I do?
I asked for a redelivery and see if they are able to send it before noon,
Since I start work at 1230, and was hoping maybe they will be able to send it in the early morning.
The guy said that it can only be confirmed tomorrow, since it's already like after office hours,
And asked me to call them at 830am tomorrow

So I had to go out and meet Eliza at 730pm, so I went off to bathe,
And when I'm back 2 MISSED CALLS FROM UNKNOWN NUMBER
DAMMIT DAMMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!
Fedex actually CALLED BACK!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Why why WHY DIDN'T I BRING MY PHONE INTO THE BATHROOM?!?!!
So now I don't even know if they can or can't send my parcel in the morning
And oh wait! My agent actually mailed 2 parcels to me!
One EMS and one Fedex parcel
OH WOW!!
NOW MY EMS PARCEL IS FLOATING OUTSIDE WITHOUT A UNIT NUMBER TOO!!
NICE ONE!!!

So I called up Speedpost and told them about my situation,
And that stupid Auntie or whoever that talked to me was like
"Your parcel is already on delivery!! Call back tomorrow!"
Then I'm like "Erm wait! But there's no unit number! So I wouldn't even at my card!"
"Ya I know! Doesn't matter just call back tomorrow and arrange with them!"
What the hell so rude lar!
I swear I almost screamed at her lor seriously zz
If not for Meiyan's angelic face down there calming me down I would've just exploded at her LOLOLOL

So yea tomorrow I have to call up EMS also zzz
I feel so sad for the postman lor seriously,
Lugging my heavy parcels and making all these wasted trips T____T

So went for a soccer match,
Not to be mean but since I am on an unlucky streak,
I kind of got a feeling that the team I am supporting won't get to win T____T
And true enough, they lost by 2-1
Gomenasai~~ I brought my bad luck to you guys T____T

After the match, it was soooo hot that I just want to go home,
Go to the MRT Station at my house and buy my favorite oreo ice blended bubble tea
And when it's finally my turn to buy my drink,
I eagerly went to the counter and said "Oreo crush without pearls"
And the person replied "Oh, ice blended drinks are unavailable today"
HOW NICE IS THAT?!!?!
ARGHHHHHHH!!

Seriously I bet you if I went gambling now whatever I bet on sure WON'T come out!
Seriously T_______T
Bahhhh
One good thing though,
Yiting told me that she called Hong Kong and they said that our tarp has passed the customs
Like finally?!?!?!
I don't understand why it took them to long to check our 2 innocent tarps ~.~
So well if nothing goes wrong it should reach next week
SHOULD

BAH~~
Considering my luck currently I wouldn't want to be so hopeful
It sucks =(

Maa brighter note, one Japanese guy actually came online and we're talking now so~ =X
hahahaha ok going off now cya~

Labels: Eliza, Meiyan, Thoughts, Yiting

Well, as some of you may know,
My hair has grown longer and longer and I haven't cut my hair in like ages,
So it's like at a length where I can actually tie it up
I keep trying to escape from reality by not tying up my hair
But well tonight somehow I felt that I should tie it up and
Boom, I am back to be a girl again T____T

Maa I probably won't be cutting anymore Koichi hairstyles
Mainly because I want to let my hair grow long so that I will actually not look like Koichi when I watch SHOCK in July
And growing hair takes time,
So well might as well start now
I'm sure my JC clique will be like damm happy if they are reading this LOL
Because the last time I saw them,
All of them were like
"Keep it long!! Don't cut it anymore!! Let it grow!!"
HAHAHAHA

Which is exactly the reason why I am so afraid of going to saloons now
Because everytime when I want to go,
I will inevitably start to rummage for a Koichi hairstyle that I think I might want to have,
And BOOM! My hair is short again =X LOL
Somehow I am just so tempted to say "Cut more! Cut more!!" and "Make it shorter!" whenever I am at a saloon =X
So yeaa but I really need to well, cut my fringe HAHAHA

So well, I did a little camwhoring and just felt like posting it here
So you guys can start leaving now HAHAHAHA
Because it's major picspam portraying my narcissism. =X
Yes Yuanshan loves Mirror and Cameras HAHAHA

Oh btw I think I need to stop calling myself Yuanshan since most of the people here reading my entries know me by Sarah~ LOL
And I kinda get freaked out when people whom I don't really know start calling me Yuanshan and pronounce it in such a weird and disgusting accent,
Which made me meccha kimochi warui! HAHA
But ahhh~~ when someone pronounces it correctly and calls me that it still gives me a little doki doki feeling na~~ For eg. the fold clothes guy =X
Too bad no one around me ever calls me that anymore HAHHA
Cept for Yiting, but she seldom calls me by my name too HAHAHAHA T_____T

Alright picspams!

Let's start with a little innocent smile =X



Hahaha yesss~~ LOLOL I have super long fringe,
And my hair is no longer nicely highlighted T____T
It's just this boring shade of brown =(




It's been long since I actually tried taking a photo like that so =X




Yeaa this is the aho look I always have whenever I look at my wall with Koichi staring back at me XD




And I just can't take my eyes off that wall =X LOL




If you ever want to know how much sleep I actually get,
Just look right into my eyes and see what's the color LOLOL
My gosh I didn't even know my eye pupils are no longer white T____T




HAHAHA I love this look!! LOL
Don't ask me why but everytime I take photographs alone,
I like to give this look LOL
It's like this "Ahhh, I can't be bothered, I'm tired" look LOLOL love it! =X




And I started ignoring myself LOL
Hmpf!!




Yay~~ I tried to imitate the super cute Koichi peace sign aho smile
But obviously I failed LOL




Yea I got so sick of camwhoring and I just started flaring up and gave this stupid face LOL
Somehow I love this face too HAHAHAHAH!!
I know it looks super ugly but well =X I am ugly HAHAHA




Finally one last yasashii smile at the camera before I shut it off LOL
I am actually trying to imitate the Best Stage March Koichi cover,
By tilting my head at the side and let my hair fly with the wind
But too bad, no wind in my room =X LOLOLOL

And thats all! HAHAHA
Yea I know I look super fat in a tank top
But meh~ It's hot here!!!!!!!
And it's late at night I can't be bothered to dress up HAHAHAHA

Alright time to sleep~~
Most probably I will be rushing down to Kino and get my Songs April tomorrow,
But it will only arrive after 8pm!!!
I hope that I will be able to reach home by 9 to catch unlucky lab on keyhole tv haha
I want to see Koichi!
And I must make sure I remember to tune in to Donnamonya too!!
It's always nice to be able to hear Koichi's voice in the middle of the night =X LOL

Alright tomorrow morning shift
Hope I wake up!
Hahaha Oyasumi!!!! ^^

Labels: Koichi, Random, Thoughts, Yiting

This is a post done up by Lu Chen for his fans,
Giving his views on those bastards who soooooo love to expose his magic tricks
Reading this, I somehow felt...that it's true
That's also the reason why he can attract my attention when I was having such a tough time studying A levels~

Here's it:

这是下一篇博文，在这里先发了，只是想告诉大家其实也些事情或许该换个思考方向。

有一种人，当小朋友满心期待挂著袜子在床头时，他们会告诉小朋友：「别傻了，这世界上根本没有圣诞老人，都是骗人的」。
有一种人，当你专心陶醉在阿凡达的剧情当中，他们会在你旁边说：「别傻了，这都是三D特效做出来的，电影都是骗人的」。
有一种人，当你正在享受魔术带给你美妙体验时，他们会跳出来说：「别傻了，让我来揭密给你看，魔术都是假的」。

这些人毕竟是少数，但是遇见了总是会让人很生气。
不过，我们更应该抱持的是同情，因为这些人们是可怜的。
他们看不到梦想，体验不到惊奇。
或许他们觉得自己很聪明，但是却失去了人生中更宝贵的东西。
人活在这世界上，已经很苦了，
我想我们需要更多的梦‧‧‧


Translation:
This is the next entry that I will be posting in my blog, but I will post it here first (his forum), I just want to let you guys know that sometimes, we have to look at things from a different perspective.

There's this kind of person, right when a child full of anticipation hangs his sock at the edge of the bed, he will say this to the child:
"Dont be stupid, Santa Claus doesn't exist in this world, it's all lies"

There's this kind of person, right when you are deeply immersed in the plot of Avatar (the movie), he will whisper this to you:
"Don't be stupid, these are just done by 3D effects, movies are just to trick you"

There's this kind of person, right when you are enjoying the beautiful feeling that magic has brought to you, they will jump out and say:
"Don't be stupid! Let me expose it for you, magic are all fake!"

Even though such people are of the minority, however when you meet them you can't help but get pissed off.
However, we should instead be sympathetic, because these people are pathetic.
They can't see dreams, and they can't experience surprise
Perhaps they feel that they are very smart, yet in return they actually lost something that is much more important in life.
Humans, living in this world, is already tiring enough..
I believe that we need more dreams...

Isn't it beautiful?
Isn't it well said?
He totally said out all the things that I felt with regards to those idiots out there
You might not know it but from time to time I experience people like that too
Saying stuffs like Lu Chen's magic is fake,
OF COURSE THEY ARE FAKE
You think it's supernatural powers?? Crazy zzzz

There are also people out there saying Koichi's Endless SHOCK is nothing~
When I said that I don't think any other person can do it easily,
All they say out from their mouth is "That's what they want to make you believe, so that you will spend lots of money to go and watch it"
And yeaa? THEN FIND ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS WILLING TO ROLL DOWN THE STAIRCASE MORE THAN 600 TIMES IN HIS LIFETIME
Gahhhh~~ these people piss me off zzz

Ahhh like what Yiting said, my mood is always up and down these days na~~ T___T
I want July to come already~ T_____T
I'm still stuck at 2100 bucks
How how how~~
This week I'm only working on Sunday,
Next week too~~
Exams are coming~
I wonder how will I find the time to earn money~
What if I don't have enough?
What if I can't buy what I want? T_______T

*sighs*

Yosh off to eat lunch and then study~ =))

Labels: Endless SHOCK, Koichi, Lu chen, Random, Thoughts, Yiting

Sorry about that shitty post this morning~
Am I feeling better?
I'm not sure...
As I think about it I can't help but feel like tears are coming again~
So I prefer to take the coward way and just not think about it
Avoid it as long as I can..
And as if my mp3 was really alive,
Knowing I'm so sad they kept playing such emo songs~
Songs which makes me want to cry even more..

Sitting alone in the school toilet,
Somehow I felt better crying everything out
Took me about half an hour to finally realize that I have been crying for too long I guess..
After that finally got the courage to come out from the toilet
And stop myself from crying

I thought that Japanese class today would be like usual,
So I went there with normal feelings,
Not expecting anything new
Somehow I was quiet..

But not for long..
Because everytime when Sensei asked me a question,
He will definitely put "Koichi/KinKi Kids/Domoto Kyoudai" inside the content of my question
Which of course is just the thing I needed to get my attention back
The frequency of KinKi Kids popping in my question was too high today,
But I didn't think that much, since I was still emo about this morning
However thanks to that, I started opening up in class again
Being my usual stupid self, talking, making comments..
I guess speaking Japanese or being in a Japanese environment is what really makes me feel at ease now huh~~
I totally felt as if I can somehow forget about everything when I'm in class~

When the lesson ended,
Suddenly Sensei asked me
"先週の堂本兄弟見ましたか？”
(Did you watch last week's Domoto Kyoudai?)
I replied "Yes I did!!!" and did the mustache action since you know, they played with mustaches during that episode
Then sensei was like doing the same action as me also!!!!
HAHAHAHA
Then I asked "OMG you watched that episode?!?!?!"
Then he say yeaa he watched it when he was in Japan last week~~
hahahaha

MY GOSH LAAAAA~~~ MY SENSEI WATCHES DOMOTO KYOUDAI!!!!
Then I started going crazy and talked about the funny parts
And my sensei just laughed! HAHAHAHA
Then he said "31歳なのにね。。。”　(Even though they are 31 years old)
Hahaha cus too Baka already! That episode was like damm nice la!!!

With that I am really glad that I watched last week's episode yesterday~
Because I haven't even watched last last week's or the previous episode before that too~
But somehow yesterday something told me that I will want to watch last week's episode,
And so I watched,
And I'm really glad I did! =DD
Sensei totally cheered me up with that little conversation too~~~ ^^

After class went Ion with Yiting~
We shared takoyaki and bought that dunno what fish thinggy and eat hahahaha!!!
Damm nice sia!!!
I cannot go there it's a sinful place~
Makes me want to eat =(
Hahahaha
I wanna drink Oreo Crush at Each a Cup too~ T_____T

Alright on to the next topic~
Was just telling Meiyan yesterday that when I was going to work,
That my player suddenly started playing 4 SHOCK songs consecutively,
And I tell her must be Koichi wants to tell me something!
Wahahahaha
And even though yesterday I was too tired to update,
(Fell asleep in front of the laptop)

THERE ARE NEW SHOCK GOODS!!!!!!!!
Ok the new goods will be:
1. Photo Album - 1000yen
2. Live photoset (25 sets) - 500yen each

UWAAAAAAA HAPPY HAPPY!!
I CONFIRM WILL BUY ALL!!!!
But wait a minute!

For the live photoset there are 25 sets selling at 500 yen each
Which means if I want to buy all it will be 12500yen?!?!?!!!??!
That's like almost $200!!!!
Wait a minute let me go and faint first~~
*FAINTS*

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Ok I'm back~
Recovered =))
Waaaaa but I know for sure I will definitely buy all if it!
Of course after I buy them all up I will keep it inside the SHOCK photo album!
How nice would that be?!?!
Which means that in the end I need to prepare another extra $200 bucks for my SHOCK goods~
Lucky for me I am still able to afford it~ =D
At most I just eat lesser meals to make up for it~

Seriously....I hate eating...
Hate it sooooooo much~
I hate how I don't like to eat yet I can't help but feel hungry when the time comes
I have to eat..
And I don't know what I want to eat
Argh the feeling sucks~ =(

Ok on to happier things~
SOLITARY IS SOOOOOO NICE!!!!!!!
I heard it HERE

You guys can feel free to go and listen cus it's uwaaaaaaaa *________*
I can't wait to see Koichi dancing in that!
Not forgetting at the very end of the song
Koichi holds up a gun and shoots himself in the head! =X
I WANT TO SEE THAT~!!!!!!
Ok wait a minute I have a picture of that
*finds it*
Ahhh got it!!

Pictures credit to johnnys-net




CAN SEE?!?!?!?!
AT THE VERY VERY LAST PICTURE!!!!!!
UWAAAAAA T______________T
And obviously that would be the new costume and the new performance for the new song Solitary~ =DDDDDDDDDDDD




Other shoots of the dance~~~




Don't you just love the aggressive expression on his face? =D

Alright on the the other photos!!!!!




MY YORU NO UMI!!!!
I AM DEFINITELY DEFINITELY DEFINITELY BUYING THIS SET!!!
SOOOOOOOO NICE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1st photo of 2nd row,
"Can you feel the warmness of the ocean~"
SO NICE!!!!!!!!!




More Yoru no Umi~~~~
He always looks sooo graceful~
I love how soft his hair is and how beautiful his hand is~~ T_____T




Hehehhee one last Yoru no Umi inside~




Flying with Umbrella!!!!
I LOVE THIS TOO~~~~
Isn't it nice that you can keep seeing Koichi in these Japanese costumes~ hehehe
Not to mention in the middle picture of the 1st row he looks extremely handsome in the first flying costume too!!




Awwww how cute is that???
*refers to the 1st picture where Koichi is laughing*




Haha white costume~~~~
Smiling, dancing clapping~ =D




Yay~~~ I love him in this costume too!!!
Makes him look so..hmmm nice? hahahaha
Limited vocab =X




ROMEO!!!!!!
OH MY ROMEO!!!!!!!
ISN'T HE HANDSOME?!?!?!?!
TOTALLY A PRINCE!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOO GETTING THIS SET!!!!




All I can see is that handsome dead Romeo lying on the rock~
*pounces on the Romeo* HAHAHAH
He looks soooo pounce-able la!!!! HAHAHAHA




Of course the cute Koichi with that cute hat dance~~~
And that red jacket hahahahahaa!!!!


And for "What 10 wanna say" (What you wanna say)



HAHAHAHAA SO CUTE!!!!!!
For some reasons looking at these photos consecutively looks soooo funny and cute! hahahaha he's like flying~~ LOLOLOL




HAHAHAHA 10 THUMBS UP ON THE 1ST PICTURE!!!!
SOOOOO CUTE!!!
I WANT THAT!!!!!!!
The 1st picture of the 2nd row is DAMM NICE TOO!!!
And look at his face on the middle picture of the top row!!!
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE!!!!!!
And oh did I mention? I love the new costume~~~ =DDD




DRUMS!!!! SHUAI!!!!!!
Nice white costume too!!!
He looks soooo handsome in the last picture of the top row~~




SAMURAI!!!!!!
Aiyaiyai~~ aiyaiyai~~ aiyaiyai~
Where's my Samurai? =X (Right there lo~~~~)




UWAAA!!! YARA DON'T KILL MY KOICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T____________T
But still I love that picture T____T




Waaaa Rika hugging my Kochan~ T___T
Kochan rolling down stairs~~~~
In the Cemetery~~~~
I want this set!!




My Koichi dying on the floor~~~
So beautiful~~~~~




Ahhhh~~ the ending pose when Koichi changes from Flying Umbrella costume to Yoru no Umi costume!!! *talking about top row*




Other miscellaneous pictures~~~




So many T_____T




I love that Yoru no Umi pose at the last row~~~~
Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Wahahahaha and the back of the Clear file is damm nice!!!!



So nice~~~~
Black and gold!!!
T_______T Me wants~~~


And finally I'll leave you guys with this picture that Meiyan showed me =D



How cute is that!!!
How can this be a 31 year old man wearing a baseball costume,
Standing in that cute pose~
Wearing a hat that makes him look soooo feminine~
T______T

Can't wait to meet this 31 year old Ossan =D

Labels: Endless SHOCK, Jap class, Koichi, Meiyan, Thoughts, Yiting

Yay~~~~ Finally I am posting the pictures for Ovation Look at Star 2010!!
As usual Koichi is on cover!!!
Oh my as I am typing this I cannot help but feel excited for my Best Stage Koichi cover and 16 page feature of Koichi in Look at Star!!!!
Not to mention he will be on cover for Theater Guide too!!!!!!
My my I am getting soooooo many Koichi uwaaa

But somehow no matter what happens it just feel like it's not enough
Everyone has been sooo quiet lately that I can finish what I want to do within minutes upon on-ing the computer hahaha
Sucks man~~~

Maa 2 more weeks to official opening of Endless SHOCK
I'm sure right now Koichi is not sleeping na~
Even though it's already 2.30am in Japan,
I'm sure if I called him now he'd probably be up doing something (like cleaning his room etc. )
HAHAHA

The rehearsals are going on as well~
I hope he takes good care of his body too~ T____T
Koichi!! I miss you soooo much!! T_____T
I can't wait to see you in July!! Hahaha

Alright scans scans! =D




The oh so beautiful cover~~~




YORU NO UMI!!!!!
I was like banging my head against the wall when I found out that this picture was inside Best Stage Jan (I think?) issue which I didn't buy because there were only two pages,
And guess what? Koichi loves me and gave this beautiful picture (in a much much bigger size too!!) in this beautiful magazine too!!
Uwaaa I love Koichi!!!




*faints*
So beautiful~~~ even the cathedral too~~







Yess this is the picture that is currently my wallie now~ =DD
And wow~~ this makes my heart melt soooo much!!! T__________T




So many Koichi in suits T___T

Zoom in!! =D




His face is so nice!! T_____T
I mean his cheek bone is sooo nice =X




Nothing to say~
Unless you can find a word to describe "UWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"




OMG look at the cathedral!!
It's sooo beautiful!!!
I must make sure I go there when I'm in Japan!!!!

Zoom in!! =D




Nice nice nice nice nice!!!




Hahaha I love his face =X
LOLOL that subtle smile is so cute!




This is nice nice nice nice nice!!!
I wanted to make this as my wallpaper but well sadly the picture is too small =(
Why why WHY let this picture be sooo small T____T




Ahhhhhh~~~
My prince~~~
My groom T______________________T
I hope




Change of clothes~ hahahaha
But still nice!!!
One day I am so gonna force myself to read the whole interview T___T




Waaaa and he stares at you T_____T


And here comes the journey of SHOCK












LOL I swear one day I'll buy up all of SHOCK's pamphlets! hahaha







And a backstage talk with Koichi =D
And our dear boy starts talking about PAN again~
How cute is that??
Hahaha


And last but not least,
The beautiful pin up that Meiyan has joined for me =DD



So nice!!!
Talking about both Koichi and the cathedral =X
Hehehehe

Alright that's all~
For full sized scans click HERE


Haha another sidenote,
My sister told me something today~
Well somehow my name is like a forbidden word to say in that so call ex's presence haha
Maa I guess that's how it is isn't it?
Does it hurt?
Nah~ not really
It's not like I don't know what kind of person you're like anyways~

It's just that hearing something like that just made me feel much much worst about guys
And once again,
Thank you so much for dropping my confidence in guys by another 100%
All I can say is you're the worst =)
Those years are totally not something that I want to remember at all
Even though you did let me know one friend who made me watch a Nagase drama and got me watching SDK
Apart from that I can say I have gotten nothing from you at all
Consider this the last time I will ever mention you in my blog =)
And in my life as well =)

Weeeeee~~ dreamt of Meiyan last night
LOLOLOLOLOL
Well weird dream
Shan't go into details since I can't remember it at all
I remember Vanilla telling me something like wouldn't it be nice if there were an invention where we can record our dreams HAHAHAHA!!
I wish na~~ then I can see Koichi on and on and on =X LOL

Well in my dream I remember I was feeling sad and lost
And lonely I guess
Somehow when I joined a group of friends (whom I totally don't know btw, never seen them in real life before lol)
Within that crowd, I saw Meiyan standing beside me!
I was soooo happy when I saw her
Like you know the feeling when you're so alone and so sad and then suddenly you see someone that you know and is quite close with around you?
It's like the feeling of "oh~~ I guess I could feel much better knowing that he/she is around me"
That's the exact feeling that I had in my dream
And I couldnt stop poking her face in my dream
I was seriously happy~ LOLOLOL

I guess that dream kind of speaks about my life now?
Haha ever since I got into Uni I haven't really spoken to many people too~
The usual people I have conversation with is Meiyan, Yitng, Eliza and sometimes Kristy haha
You think that's a lot? lol
Well apart from these four if I don't talk to them I almost can say that I have no one else =)
Maaaa I don't know where I am going talking about this too~ haha
But I guess when KinKi is quiet, I tend to get a little emotional haha

I just wanna say this to all my friends:

It's hard isn't it?
Assignments everyday~ Schoolwork piling up
Exams coming..Readings to complete
It's not easy for me too~
But hang in there!!
It will definitely be over soon~~
And we know that after that KinKi/Gazette will be waiting ^^
We can fangirl all we want after that (even though we are already doing that now)
Even for my overseas friends
If you are reading this
Work seems to be getting tougher for some of you na~
And Gally seems to fall sick again T_____T
I know somehow even though we don't chat much
But there's always something that will connect us together isn't it?
Bamboobranch too~~~ Having such a hard time with her school work

Seeing the situation now,
I missed those days before I started University,
Where everyone always chatted and fangirled together
Hahaha I hope those days will come again soon~~
I am waiting too...
Gambatte!!! =D

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